hey whats up everyone? yeah i'm here at the shiprock library when i'm suppose to be asleep!! but i can't sleep so here i am. plus i have to be at work at 2 up to midnight. yup just don't know what to write today just that i'm tired. i'm almost broke again from pay'n damn bills. and that i mostlikely won't be going back to school till spring semester oh well more money making for me. yup i work up at the ute mountain casino!! i'm an engineer 1. i pretty much don't do any thing at all just some days like last night i was busy. but other than that we just all sit around talking with each other or reading a book. yeah i finally got around to reading the Da Vinci Code!! i have to say the most brilliant book i have ever read. yup and now i just started on another book call angels and demons. yeah it the adventure befor da vinci code but hey doesn't bother me. yup i got it for 4$ at a used book store in cortez. yup so i'm barley about 20 pages into the book so far it's intresting. yup and to day is what tuesday yeah!! last day at work then it's the weekend!! ok so what should i do. welll. . . . . . . i have to talk with bodge about school (there might be a chance that i will be goign back) and hopefully i get to hang out with dani and who ever i see too. yup so lets see i'm not sure what else to write other than i'm out of ciggarettes and i only buy them from the casino cuz it's really cheap. yup so just another few hours till i'm there (work) but i'm not complaining about my job cuz i love my job it's easy and i'd say it's the best job in the whole casino cuz we get to go any where we'd like with out a security guy well except to the hotel rooms if there's no one in there. other than that i'v been on the roof, attict, basement. and other places most people are not suppose to go. yup plus theres plenty of hot chick there every day. and when i'm bored and not doing any thing i get to talk to a lot of them so now i have so many friends again that i don't remember there names. next week my friends up there are going to take me out to some place in cortez for lunch it's awsome cuz they have a mustang convertable. yeah ok well i think i'm going to end this here and go back home and watch some t.v and get some thing to eat bye

yeah mmm the concert in albq. was so fuckn awsome. man i love it!!!! well we wernt so sure if we were going to go but we planned it out. we made it to alb at about 6 something and we waited for my friend to come with the tickets and finally she showed up just befor five and yeah as soon as we got in we just sat around whail shadows fall played and then eveyone got tied thats when i went in in the middle of lamb of god. so after sweating and hurting they were over nad we just waited around for slipknot!!! but yeah i was way in the front just a few people from the rails. i got kicked and punched in the face. but it was so awsome. yeah so then they stared and i went crowd surfing. and then i hit my head on some guys head as soon as i was thrown in the air. but hey it was well worth it. so it got really really hot that i had to take off my shirt so i was walking around with my green nets under my black jake nets it was so awsome in the lights. but yeah so i lost my glasses on my second time crowd surfing i was flipping off cory and thats why they fell. oh and bodge my room mate, cuz, class mate, and yeah threw some ones shoe at cory and barly missed his head too. ha ha that was awsome!! MAN!!!!! AAHHHH!!!! no ok but yeah and and i almost threw up too after the first round. but yeah i'm so happy to have seen joeys drum solo. my life long dream has been completed. now i only have to see AFI then that one will be done too. but yeah i almost grabed the drum stick when joey threw it in the crowd. BUT i got a bunch of hands right in to my face so naturally i ducked and got punched. but yeah as soon as it was over and no luck finding my glasses i went out side to smoke a cig. and limp on into the car. where we ate taco bell and started a long trip back to school. we came back at about 4 in the morning and i still went to one class and just slept the whole day. but yeah over all i'd do it all over again!!

ok this is me on top i'm well i don't know but down here V is what happens when your to ticklish to stay on your feet and people just laugh and tickle you  more for there own fuckn pleaser. but oh well i think i look like a dork in both these pics.